Wednesday, August 26, 2009

=’(

today i saw many things..know many things..now only understand..now only know
im reli useless ='(

Monday, August 24, 2009

♥ wish everything will be alrite.

i cry tis morning when i wake up..he call me..tell me many things..he also admit tat finally..he wan me back..but i tell him imposible..i cant..very sakit ati..but then at last he tell me we r still friends..ya..sure..we are..u r owez in my heart..i will rmb the happy memories when be wit you ..thanks for my frens tat who care me so much..dont worry,i will be ok very soon..giv myself some time..i will forget all the sad things..and be strong..everything is over..back to normal,start my new life again..
=')

Sunday, August 23, 2009

♥ the end

im blank now..i dono wat to say..but my heart got many things wan to say..but dono how to say out
im hurt,pain,blur,sad,dissapoint..i dono wat to do now..
las friday at school..ah ee tell me tat she got sumthin wan to tell me..but she said nid wait the nex day saturday when we out only tell me..cos tat time exam,don wan ganggu..i keep think tat izit about apen..but then i dint think much..juz wait for the nex day ..finally ah ee them also tell me le..
after they tell me,i reli very hurt n blur..i ask him,he also admit tat when the 1st time we kenal,i ask him got gf or not,but he said don have,but actually he still together wit the girl..im the scandal? haha..im stupid!!now i only know b4 he wit me,he actually got a gf wit him oredi more than 3 years..haha..funny rite?i x sangka he will treat me like tis..i being bodoh for so long..cheat me for 5 months..i dono anything..mmg bodoh..why he still don wan mengaku..still wan to cheat me..why!!1st i dono wan to trust who..but aftertat i think back..make me feel tat i don trust apen anymore..i trust wat the girl said..i treat u not gud enuf? u can tipu all the ppl..but u cant tipu me..i juz wan to know the truth,but u still don wan to tell me..damn..if u tell me early tat u got a gf actually,we still can be fren..wont happen like tis now..u hurt me n her too..please laa..fikir dulu b4 u do somethin..nvm..fine..i don wan to say so much anymore..break will make us more better..although i still love u,but wat can i do..no use if im still wit u..u make me very dissapointed!!time will make us forget about it..juz nid tyme now..everything is end! wish u r happy always..take gud care of urself when im not beside..
aqeela..wish u r happy wit him..bahagia always..nothing will disturb u 2 anymore..

Thursday, August 20, 2009

♥ boring day

w0w..our school t0day confirm got ppl kena h1n1 oleeedi..
uweee..teacher ask us to bring mask t0m0row..woaahh..lihai.. =D
ok laa..today nothing speacial..after exam den go look for mr.aripen !wahh..we like 2 weeks dint jumpa oledi laaa..uwaa..aftertat den go back h0me and then eat eat eat and then online a while and then go slp a while and then bath and then now write my blog ..ahak..everyday juz do the same thingg laa~ haizz..damn bowink laa ~ i wan fresh lyfe !! =D uwee..i lerb tis s0ng recently..my mr.aripen ask me to hear tis s0ng..he said is poee me ..=DD omg..lerb it s00 much laa ..nice s0ng!!

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Friday, August 14, 2009

♥ 我們的距離變的好遙遠

my dear fanshu..we took tis durin cny =(
痴痴地想了多少夜 我还是不了解。。
tml i m going to take engine course .. i wan faster get car license..uwee
nothing can last forever..tis is right !
i dont understand..our distance become so far..i miss u fren..
many things in my mind now !! i miss fanshu so much..
uwaa..know u r busy wit ur work now..
but dont ever forget uss..miss the time when spend wit u..
when we can out like beforee..

g00d nite every0ne! ='[

Saturday, August 8, 2009

♥ flu,batuk,demam











haizz
im sick now..last 2 nites is our school concert..
play too over,shout too over till canot tok anything now..damn sakit T_T
uwaa..tired !!reli tired..but i miss the time..
why the time past so fast? T_T after the konsert,no more stay at school for practice..
now think back..also feel very funny n sweet..
reli reli reli miss it larh T.T
i will owez rmb the happy n sweet memories~

Thursday, August 6, 2009

♥ damn h0t t0day

bert n miee..while eating breakfast
while waiting for our turn..tired n slp jo..took by fam =.=
ah fam,EDDY kiut =p,vivi,yun fei

woahh..today dont have go school..but go dewan suarah for sch concert reharsel..
and then hor..damn damn damn damn tired n hot arrk..
tis robinet reli dono wat she want .. till 5:30pm den said we no nid reharsel cos not enuf time..and morning also dance oredi..but we wait so long at thr..las min ony tell us no nid to dance..waiyoo
reli reli h0t ar ! but nvm larr..its ok 0ledi..hahak..tml n saturday is our school concert..
pray for us..everything will be ok in tis 2 days =) gambateh ! g00d luck ! yea yea~!

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

♥ tired


要讓一個人走進心中固然不易,
但是想要對方走出自己內心深處,
卻 是更為困難

Sunday, August 2, 2009

♥ blurr


haiz
dono wat to say n wat to do now
feel so tired..lelahh =[
many things in my mind now
i dono how to say..blurr
suddenly feel so lonely..
haha..maybe cos im alone at home now..
miss him? miss her? miss them? him?
hurm..i dono..blurr