♥

again & again..
break it again..
everything just lik a dream..
its okay
u guys dont understand me..i wonder why some ppl just like to judge me for no reason..
u guys dint know anything,den can simply said something..
u know wat the feeling is it after u do tat..nvm
wat can i do? i sabar jak..put it inside my heart..nobody know
but you guys will know it n understand one day..
i dont mind wat people said.. the mouth is urs.. just up to u
but think before u do and say.

♥

wat happen to myself tis few days or few weeks?
i feel tat i have change.
really..im not before tat vivian yu li wen anymore.
haha

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i want to back when im just a little kid.

doyouguysreallyunderstandme..
doyouguysreallyknowwatimtryingtodo..
doyouguysreallyknowwhatmylifehappening..
doyouguysreallyknowwatineedactually..
doyouguysreallyreallyknowaboutit?
sure u guys think im annoying,cos im owez sad all of the time.
hey,im not acting okae? some of u dont really know wat happen,then just shut up ur mouth.
tats all i wan to say.
isee,ihear everything
its enoughforme.
enough..
=')

♥ i dono wat to do.

right now,im living in a fuckin place.
i reli feel wanna leave in tis fucking place
i hate everything right now.
i owez do the good thing,nobody seems to remember !
yea u r right, everyone blame me ? wat also my fault.
alright,nvm. i will sabar ! but i dono i can stand it untill when
dont force me pls ! im gonna crazy soon.
i will leave here nex year ! tis is so confirm !
dont fuck wit my life ! fucker !
papa n mama ! im sori ,im not a perfect daughter !
watever. u guys r sucks ~ u guys make me dissapoint ! i dont nid u guys if can !
but no matter wat happen,i still love u guys ! wat can i do?
im sick of my life !
feel tat everybody is gonna leave me soon !
i miss my frens ! i miss it,really miss it.
i have nobody,im nobody,im juz a bitch ! everyone hate me please.
why i cant get wat i want? why others can,but i cannot? why?!
i just wan a simple life,happy everyday. izit so hard for me? pls bah
the problems come everyday ! after solve it but still come ! wat the fuck !
u guys never understand my feeling. always think tat u guys r right,all my wrong.
sometimes i cant control myself,hide myself and cry lonely. ahaha ! wat a stupid me ! tuii~
i just wan alone if can !
sometimes hope myself kena langgar by kereta ! fuuuhhh~
pls dont hurt me if can. please -
sorry i cant be perfect .
time pls past more fast n fast !! i wan to leave in tis fuckin place call miri ! fuck yew.
papai.