Sunday, July 25, 2010

=''')

Things I've Learned About Life...

1. Happy endings are for fairy tales.

2. Love is a word that gets thrown around and can cause great pain.

3. Promises are meant to be broken.

4. People change.

5. Hopes and dreams are just wishful thinking.

6. You may find the person of your dreams but chances are they've already found theirs.

7. Never listen to anyone.

8. People kill people, not guns.

9. Life is never fair.

10. After all the BULLSHIT is over, you die.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

. my new life at kl.

wahh. long time dint update my blog.
well,recently im busy with my new life and my job at kl here.
i came here already for almost 2 months.
i have start with my first job here.
its really hard for me at first,maybe get bully,get scold.
cos im new,sure will do something wrong. but now is ok oredi.
i have learn many things there.
but some of the thing i really dont understand and i dont like it.
i dint do wrong also get scold by them. SIGH
customer always the right? i dont think so.
its really hurt for me. i still remember when i work almost 2 weeks.
i got some problem with it. i cry inside toilet.cant control.feel want to back miri.
but i tell myself,i cant.i must be strong for my future.
i need to save more money for my dream in the future.
and everyday i miss my miri frens,like fanshu,karen yong,rachel and others.
i really miss the time we spent together,clubbing together,shopping together,eat mcdonald together. haizz,sometimes i look back the pictures we took,its really sweet.my tears will automatically drop down. kl here is really different with miri.
here is the big city,not same with miri.everything need to take good care of myself.
tell myself,watever problem i need to face,i wont fall down. i will be strong :)

Friday, April 16, 2010

say byebye to miri .

im going to leave miri soon.
27 april 2010 gonna say byebye to miri & all my friends.
wanna know why can ask me.
im gonna start my new life there.
im gonna stay there.
not coming back miri in a short time.
god bless me.
im gonna miss all my frens in miri.
sorry if im not telling you all im leaving miri.
dont forget me? :')

Monday, March 15, 2010

Monday, March 8, 2010

struggling.

i think everything is gonna be okay soon?
im trying to change myself become more better.
i should hear wat they said.
so give them n myself some time.
i will prove it.
but one thing i really hard to accept.
when they said about their things.
omigod,its really hurt me alot.because of some reason.
but i cant do anything,because the another side of them is my best girls.
as long the boys happy mah.you guys happy,then im happy too.
i will try to be happy and forget the bad n sad things infront them.
i love you guys always.
the mcc boys? <3

Monday, March 1, 2010

problems ='/



i like to pretend everything that alright.
because when everybody else thinks you are fine,
sometimes u forget for awhile that you are not.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010



sometimes i really feel want to find a boyfriend.
but sumtimes when i think back about my past,
i cant accept the things happen to me before !
sometimes single is boring but sometimes also good for my ownself.
mari kita enjoy?
ahak !

Thursday, January 28, 2010

back to my original & stress life.

i miss the time :)
our sweet times :)
shisha
my babes
DAMN MIRI


well peoples,

im just coming back las nite 27 jan from kl.
i do miss the 2 weeks time in kl,penang & melaka.i miss it very very much.

only there can make me happy,wont make me feel stress all the time.

i miss kelvin tay,liew xin cen & ling poh san.
i have spent 2 weeks time wit them in semenanjung.

aww,we really really have much fun there.

everyday we sure laugh till stomachahce only stop laughin.
we have much funny jokes.
we take care each other,care each other.

we go many places,we have much much fun,we tired,play,happy,pain,funny together.
im reli miss the time,after i back miri,im really feel unwell without them.

miss the time we having sissy fight,laugh together,become pig together.awww =(

and i hope we still can like tat everyday when we come back miri.

but i think sure abit hard,cos we nid to busy wit our own life again.
back to the original again.haiz..
some people tot im not coming back anymore
sorry.cos im too stress with my life.

i really really hope tat im not coming back anymore.
but now not the right time for me.
i have something to do again before i go.
i swear that i wont stay here long.
im gonna try my best to achieve my dream.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

my life.

if you looked inside a girl...

you would see how much she really cries..
you would find so many secrets & lots of lies but
wat u will see the most is how hard is it to stay strong when nothing is right and everything is wrong. its doesn't matter anymore.
i guess things happen for reason.
fed up
give up
heart broken
tears falling down everyday.
im sorry for being a bitch.
sorry for everything.
i just cant be strong.
just let it be.

all my fault k.

finally,im hurt enough wit all the pain and bullshit.
sorry if im being silent.
i don care wat u people say about me.
only god know the truth
enough..enough...