struggling.

i think everything is gonna be okay soon?
im trying to change myself become more better.
i should hear wat they said.
so give them n myself some time.
i will prove it.
but one thing i really hard to accept.
when they said about their things.
omigod,its really hurt me alot.because of some reason.
but i cant do anything,because the another side of them is my best girls.
as long the boys happy mah.you guys happy,then im happy too.
i will try to be happy and forget the bad n sad things infront them.
i love you guys always.
the mcc boys? <3